It's been 2 months,

So I'm back here, typing out a short post, trying to clear the dust off this space. It's been around 2 months since I last updated. Days consists of being really busy, fulfilling, boring, tired and happy.

Within 2 months:

• My internship ended
• School semester started
• Commencement of Final Year Project
• I turned 19
• I received the best surprise I ever had from Boy
• I had my first facial
• I bleached the tips of my hair again
• I spent 1/5 of my recent salary on online shopping
• I watched my first ever 3D movie in IMAX theatre
• I updated my Tumblr after 3 months

Currently my life is filled with endless project works and my internship report. So many things to do, so little time on hand. Sigh.

Bloom

2 -4. #foodporn

5 - 6. #ootd for work and I bring my Kanken to work cause I missed it too much

7. First pay's gift to myself!

8. I need to control my online shopping habits

9. Date to the zoo last week with the boy! :)

1 month plus of absence, I might have broken the record. 

Days have been hectic since internship started. I'm slowly adapting there, days have not been that lonely there with my other 5 coursemates working in the same building as me. However, I miss orientation week deeply where the 6 of us will just chill here and there together. It was a 'quite' emotional day when we had lunch together that day ever since orientation week. :')

Today is the start of OJT Part 2. Part 1 was just so-so, there are days where I had fun and also days where I work until I really feel like dying (esp the week where I had on/off fever). I can say that I learn a lot with all the ups and downs, especially about the real world and people. I can't exactly say I miss school but I definitely do miss the time where I can easily plan and meet up with my friends. 

Anyw! Boy had a week's off after his POP. Congratulation on your POP and sorry for not attending cause I had school. :'( That week had been totally great with meeting him almost everyday after work. However, it's back to the same for meeting him once a week again since he is back in camp. And they say time flies while you're having fun, so true. 

Time to catch up all my shows on my only off day. This sucks. :|

One of a kind

1 - 9. #foodporn here, there, everywhere.
10. Bringing my new platforms out to play today! :)
11. Kanken
12. His crazily defined collar bones :|

So, I'm back to update this space after my exams. Days have been the usual, only that I had not hear from cutie pie since Tuesday. And to be honest, it's quite terrible but I'll get through it.

Had steamboat over at Qiwen's place today! Just kept eating since we bought too much food. Drank a bit afterwards and chilled at the attic, it was fun. Accompanied babe to her interview on Thursday since she accompanied me to get some materials, thank you! And lastly, met up with the girls on Tuesday, it was a nice chill-out session and a catch-up from one another. I love catching-up with friends! :)

Having the last week (only left with 3 days as I type) to enjoy before my internship starts next week. A part of me is excited, another part is not looking forward at all. Yes, I'm contradicting myself. It's funny how I'm still clueless and not at all being worried of where I'll be posted at and the job scope. However, everything will be revealed on Monday! May the luck be with me, omg.

Afraid

“If you're gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty.” ― Marilyn Monroe

Dramas. Unhappiness. Dislikes. Two-faced. Judgmental.

Can't believe that there's so many of such people around. Sometimes people amuse me. Maybe they put on such facade for a reason, or maybe not. It's too an extent that no one seems real to me anymore. I'm wondering if I'm slowly turning into such hideous ways but no, I won't.

That's what I thought. Goodnight.

Ephemeral

+

After all, I don't even know which is the real me. Isn't it?

Time will unveil everything that's underneath

It's funny how two person have the same thoughts, thinking about the same things and feeling the same way, but both of them are unable to share due to fear. A person would have to risk and start off being the one who brings up the topic. Thankfully and definitely, both of them felt so relieved after sharing their similar thoughts and thought of ways to save themselves before the matter became worst or in a way that is disadvantageous for themselves. All left now is on the other party's side and sacrificing all to save oneself.

No more chances, no more talks, no more friendship, no more feeling guilty and no more being taken granted for. Time to be selfish for once and think of what one really wants. It's gonna be this heartless, welcome to the real world.

May the luck be with us for tonight.

Eventful

This conclude the two days event @ Changi City Point. Even though it's quite tiring, I had fun myself. Helping out the mascot, luring kids, entertaining them, walk the mascot around the mall, selling merchandise, giving out flyers (apparently, no one will take the last piece) and the best thing is chit chatting with friends here and there! And what's more, saw my secondary school friend and seniors there, such coincidence. :)

Busy weeks ahead which is filled with tests and upcoming exams. However, I'm still procrastinating. #noregrets

#15days

You called.

 I heard your voice after somewhat so long.

And it saved me from all the misery shit I've been going through for the whole day.

Thank you for calling. 

Thank you, you.

The depths of my sin

1. Ombre nails success!

2. W/ beankerk

3. Handmade from someone really awesome ♥

4. The day where I think I'm some rich ass and splurged like crazy

5. The packaging were too cute

6. I swear I could eat this everyday; #foodporn

7. Was so fascinated and mesmerized by the lights

8. New fave top!

9. Day out with the girls

I came to update my blog halfway through rehearsing for IMR presentation tomorrow. #alwaysdistracted 

I've been quite busy with mundane stuffs like project submission and preparation for the AWWA's event that is happening on next weekend. This week had been the most whirlwind week I ever had in my entire life. Late submission for one of my project first time ever in my whole 3 years of Poly life due to some shit happened. Thankful that I found out some shit and just in time to save myself, or should I say the entire group? Redid the parts that were totally wrong. It feels like an individual project instead of a group's. This make me worry for the future of FYP.

I need a getaway, badly.

More and more

1. Holy water for my face

2. With my cutie pie ♥

3. My shorts collection + 1 new that I bought that week!

4. Fave udon ever

5. Settled down for bibimbap as dinner with babe after several hardships; lol

6. Finally wore my chucks after so long

7. Galaxy nails

8. Read of the week

9. Apparently I eat cats; creepy

10. Me and mummy! ♥

11. MOF; fave place to chill

12. Ching's belated birthday celebration

I'm sorry for all these absence. School and life had been draining me out, not as if I had much of a life actually though. Gotten back all my results for MST, mixed feelings since I did pretty badly for two of it. Hahah, expected but still. Projects had been wearing me out with almost everyone depending on me to constantly remind them their own datelines and their parts. It's to a point where I can't really be bothered anymore.

Felt so much better after telling a few about my troubles. Glad that they understand how I felt and knock some senses into me. I won't change myself to just to accommodate as it's too fake and I don't want to be that or even, to lose myself. Can't be bothered and don't want to be bothered.


It's been a week and cutie pie is coming back from Sydney tomorrow! Finally! ♥

Hi.

Hello.....!

What I've been up to

 

  

1. Sinful

2. New fragrance; Jimmy Choo's Eau De Toilette

3. Met up with one of my fave person to hangout with, Eugene

4. iPhone's charging port in cab; so awesome

5 & 6. USS with ♥ + clique; the rides were so addictive

7. Metallic foil nails which didn't last for 2 days :'(

8. New tops; pweens pweens pweens

9. New studs platforms which hurts like a bitch after wearing it for a whole day

Days had been bad and good so far.

Two weeks break is ending soon and still, so much things left undone.

With instagram, I'll try to update more often I guess? 

Till then. :)